I Confess...

I know when you skipped

your heart beat, for a while,

As you believed in that silence,

I may throw a smile.

When I got myself hurt,

I could see you cry.

But you didn't let me give up,

And said, ''let us try.''

I always kept counting,

As my blessings were not few,

Oh good God made me know,

It was just one, and that was you.

That day I was upset,

When I called you and cried;

I still remember that snowfall,

When you walked my home that night.

I fought, I lied,

I shouted at you,

You hugged me and smiled,

Saying "I know you're true."

Mourning in darkness, I was waiting,

For the sun to shine bright,

You lit up in flames,

and gifted me the light.

You were always there, I knew,

My bad, I couldn't see you;

Now I confess you're an addiction, 

But the time asks me to free you.

Keep smiling

Keep smiling, as I love mysteries;

Then, look at me; make my heartbeats freeze.

Keep smiling, while on the sly you watch me,

Each time you do that; Yeah! I do see.

Keep smiling whenever your hand touches mine,

Just try those stars on your face do not shine.

Keep smiling, when for me you fall;

Trust me, I won’t judge that; No, Not at all.

Keep smiling whenever covetous, you be,

'Possessiveness, Protectiveness'; are words mere, for me.

Keep smiling while I hurt you bad;

Our eyes talk my love; they'll tell, "You're sad".

Keep smiling even if I am missed;

I know, you don't want to; still, try resist.

Keep smiling, even though I'm not around;

But handle your glittery eyes, the moment I'm found.

Keep smiling when you lie to the world;

Muddling up seriously; but oh! You're not in love.

Keep smiling with all your truth and lies;

Here, I submit; I confess, I love your smile.

So, keep smiling as you light up this town;

Don't stop, the darkness is melting down.

Keep smiling; when I want the sun shine bright;

Just blush along; and get me the twilight.

The Silence

How funny they think,

That you can’t hear a thing;

Even in complete absence of sound,

Trust me, the silence is freaking loud.

Let the silence speak,

And help the words, as they can’t;

Let the words stay in slumber,

Here the silence enchants.

There is a veracity in silence,

The poor words, do not unfold;

Written between the lines,

There are my enigmas untold.

I know we can connect

With silence the best,

It screams the truth, reliefs your blues,

And holds words I left unsaid.

While falling into knowing,

Listen the hearts beat;

In comfort between the words

Feel the pulse, as the souls breathe.

Give speech a break,

And let the silence fix;

Make the smile prostrate,

And surrender to our lips.

The spaces between these words and lines,

They may not seem so new;
but that is the silence through which,

It is me talking to you.

Hold Me

When I'm dejected and feeling low,

And chaos around has touched my soul;

When my heart is burdened and I'm still,

Hold me tight when I'm losing will.

Keep me safe, in your arms,

Stay with me, and keep me warm;

I wait in silence for you to hold,

Hold me tight, as I am cold.

Quench this longing, dull this ache,

Make me know this seizure is fake;

Let us sway and let us be,

Hold me tight, never let go of me.

I need some place to hide away,

And stay till it’s a warm bright day;

A year may go, A thousand may pass,

Hold me tight and make my lullaby last.

So let me fall in your arms today, 

Let this cold I feel, melt away;

My weary heart beats so imperfectly,

Hold me tight, let me glimpse eternity.

With that caring smile, and dazzling eyes,

When you say, "it's okay." the agony flies;

Close this distance, I'll hear your beating heart,

Hold me tight and don't let me fall apart.

Hold me tight until forevermore, 

Hold me tight with the love I adore.

Hold me, hold my faith and belief,

Hold me, till this life we leave.

Fly With Me

Break me my bounds, as I’m born to fly,

Through the clouds, like a bird in the sky;

Hold my hand and I’ll take you there,

Over the mountains, and the river passing by.

Above the ocean, past the seas,

Through the woods and meadows green,

Blue and bright, and a moon at night,

Let’s picture the sky with all our dreams.

Come with me, the life awaits,

In our own starry world, high and high;

Be the white feathers in my wings,

And never ever let my valor die.

Let your love be my inducement,

Fill in my veins and set me free;

Close your eyes and take the fall,

Just trust my love and fly with me.

PS – why do they call it 'falling in love'… when it’s more like flying..?

I'm Done.

Sitting in my dark room, I wished to run away and hide,

Because wherever I went, these feelings stayed inside.

I felt the tears, well up in my swollen eyes,

Tried hard to contain them, because I no way wanted to cry.

I was tired staying there and living each day a lie,

And the only thing I wanted is, to close my eyes and die.

I could sense the pain I caused you, with every tear I shed.

I did plead with you so; do let me go instead.

I wish I could see you, before announced dead,

But facing you again, is something I would dread.

Let me ask for your pardon; as I know you’ll set me free,

It may seem ungrateful, but this world didn't suit me.

Still I hope I'm taken, to a fairly happy place,

Even if it exists though, is time for me to face.

I’ll cherish your selfless love, and miss the time we shared,

It meant the life to me, to know that someone cared.

I watch you in guilt and sorrow, and confusion as to why

You never knew what I'm going through, while I felt I had to die.

I put my faith in God, as I pray my pain will end,

And keep you in my memory, till I'm in your arms again.

Facing You...

Last night in my quiet lawn,
With silence all around and my music on;
The only thing I wanted then,
Was to sit in peace and stay alone.

With Boyce Avenue’s ‘A Thousand Years’,
And eyes struggling to shed few tears,
Sitting on a bench I dig in my heart,
What do I want; from where to start?

And then I felt a kiss on my cheek,
And wiping off the drop that was rolling down,
Nothing and no one was there around,
A soothing breeze was all I found.

So, with a quirky smile on my face,
I looked up high, and oh! At what I gaze!!
I wasn't alone with the breeze in the lawn,
But the sky as a shawl with diamonds on.


They were always there but I couldn't see
I found them on the verge of losing me,
Those stars kept staring me as I was someone new,
And I slept hugging the sky, saying ‘Facing You’…